Tuesday, January 30, 2007
what should i do?
i am sstuck in a dilemma..
am i the cause of it?
wouldnt it be better if we nv met?
u know what u want.
i dunno what i want.
pursue ur dreamsss...
believe in urself..
think positively..
i know e limits of myself.
i am below - par..
arghzz
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hmmm... went to CMPB with the lads... secondary frens... haha.. today is machiam like whole day of eating and rotting all e way man..
after completing our test, our first stop is go to Queensway to makan.. den after eating, we headed towards Chinatown.. ZzzZZ.. dunno go there do wad sia, juz spent our time walking around aimlessly.. we decided to have some desserts..... eat and eat.. den we continue to walk arounddddd, went OG... sian liao, we decided to go makan again.. at the kopitiam below the pearl centre?? dunno wadever.. after eating den nth to do leh...
so some of us decided to go Pasir Ris park...
hahahaahaha. when we reached e destination, suddenly we were turned into overgrown kids...
we played see-saw, swing.. haha.. climb the web to see who reach the top first and wth man, i reached the very top and saw a BLACK WORM crawling beside my hand... i was like screaming alll the way.. haha.. den in the end all of started shoutin around.. it was damn fun... we played the saucer too!! it makes u feel very very giddy... hahaha....
tired liao den went home...
last nite i slept at 5am den woke up at 9am.. 4 hours only.. freaking tired ah..
mei qian got an A for her IBS wor... soooo gooood~~~
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Sunday, January 28, 2007
friday, so sorry to let iris wait for soooo long to go school tgt.. hehe.. cant wake up.. when we reached the lecture hall its already 10am le.. attended revision lecture den after got IB de revision tutorial.. den the HRM tutorial too... me and razzi dance for our punishment.. sob sob... ppl who has the video can send me?? hee..
saturday stay home and rot..
now in school helping qian de IBS with JM.. ZzzZzzz... weather is so cooling~~
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Friday, January 26, 2007
den went to sch to duno do wad.. haha... den after went home... wednesday after sch, we went out. place:KTV @ chinatown people: jun wei, ji sheng, abriel, hui min, lina and mei qian. time: 1++ pm to 9pm songs: ranging from KIDS songs to IRRITATING songs to OLD songs to FUNNY songs. haha.. its very fun., haha. lots of fun and laughter yea..
mmm.. eat prata.. order egg, honey and strawberry pratas... den got 1 ice cream prata also.. heh hehe...
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Sunday, January 21, 2007
u had already leave ur footsteps in my heart.wad i am suppose to do?
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why am i having back e feeling i had 4 months ago? why am i in such a situation? what people said are true; i lack of confidence,which results in regretting what i had done. can time be turn back?wad if it can?would i do wad i need to do? who knows me?who understand me?
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Saturday, January 20, 2007
wat is happening to me?why nowadays i am so restricted to show my feelings..wad is bothering me?why do i feel sour inside but has to put on a smile on my face? why does e truth always hurt??and i gotta to know e truth in such a way..or did i really know e truth?its so confusing..wad is happening around me?did someone put a gun on my head and restrain me from crying??why cant i cry when i am sad??now i have to smile no matter it is a joyous or sad event... "sometimes i wish i could just fly away. and never go home. everytime i see what i recall when i look at you, it kinda rips a part of my heart out. deep down. i just wish.. i grit my teeth and force my tears back down because i know i cant let it overcome me. im nearly at the last straw. my head's thumping really badly now. i feel as if my blood vessles are going to explode. " why are there so many stuffs with no answers??who can provide me with the answer? can i complain??i cant coz i am the willing one..can i blame?i cant coz i am the willing one..can i cry?i cant coz i am the willing one..can i regret?i cant coz i am the willing one.. i guess it ends.. e choice is pretty obvious now..wad have i got to say,nothing..its just a facade..at least i experienced it for quite some time.it feels good.thanks.. how long will i take to recover??who should i turn to?guess there is only 1 person i can truly rely on... happy birthday to jeremy lim (19th jan) and Amelia (20th jan)!!~
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Thursday, went to help out with the open house in sch.. its freaking tiring man.. help soo many hours for just 1 cca point... ONE cca point nia... neeed to slog ourselves man.. after that went Marina Sq de Kenny Roger to have dinner with hui min, lina, juan mei and mei qian... den walk walk walk. after that we went to DayBed at Md Sultan there except ah min... we orderedd beer.... den chill out till ard 1++ and decided to go home, but b4 tat we had some bak kut teh.. yea.
Friday, went school... took class photos.. den me, lina and qian went bugis?? walk walk walk.. think of IBS also... siann, solution call on monday, sucks man.. after that, we had dinner at V8 Cafe with jun wei joining us too,.. the food there is pretty delicious and affordable too. =)
den jw went home first.., left the 3 of us.. went kinokuniya to read BOOKs, all kinds of crappy books i guess.. haha.. qian is rather fanatic about horoscopes or zodiacs?? found some magazines on designing... after tat we went to Mos Burger to have a drink and relax...... we chat chat and chat... =P
den went home le lor..
dunno why i am feeling sour all night.., anything missing??
who can i ask?
who can help me?
who can i turn to?
who can guide me through?
who can show me the path of light?
i guess, i can..
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Wednesday, January 17, 2007
..... finally 2 more projects are done.. International Business and Risk Management...
feel that we did well for our IB.. thanks to the lads, Elaine (Qing Sao), Juan Mei (Ah mei), Mei Qian (Ah Qian) and myself... haha.. had lots of fun doing the proj out.. sometimes gan chiong, sometimes different opinions but managed to handle out well and came out with our "Conquer International Business" board game... Good efforts and presentation to our elaine and juan mei, they presented it very well!! almost flawless~~ haha...
Risk Management... finally over!! dunno wad is needed for the stupid report.. have lots of fun and laughter... we are damn slack den need to slog ourselves in the very last minute!!! KTVs, bowling, watch tv la hor... make chocolate fondue la hor.. haha.. play and play and play.. we machiam go qian house for chalet.... sooOOoooo slack man!! hahaha.. but it was an enjoyable experience.. *claps claps*...
enjoyed doing project with you guys~!
e final proj for before we graduate... Portfolio management.
ZzZz.. few more weeks before we graduate le.. there will be lots of misses...
sniff sniff... =(
dreading for the day feb 16 to come...
exactly 1 month from now.......
its been 4 months... congrats... all e best..
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Sunday, January 14, 2007
wooo!! been 3 months since i last touch bloggin? haha.
but nw still lazy to blog leh..
ZzzZzzz...
been very happy ba..
though both my common test juz passed... saddest part of this sem!!
very unexpected result....
tml gotta do proj...
this sem proj de arrangement sucks big time man!!
i wish i wish and i wish!!!
would you be my little princess...
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