Friday, July 28, 2006
very long nv blog le..
1st prob tonite, 27/7/2006
Haizz.. siann..
today i cant wake up for my WISP class.. sian mann... i woke up at 11.30 am eh..
dunno why my life suddenly become like tat..
guess amelia was right, i am hot tempered.. must change must change..
today had a big quarrel with a groupmate and we even exchange vulgarities rite in canteen 1.. we were so fierce and everyone was looking at us.. hai.. wtf were i tinking man... wwhy whyy... dunno why i like that.. we were doing proj and it is around 7 plus when e incident happens.. now i feel it was damn stupid of us to do such silly things..
sometimes really feel that something is missing in my life... but i cant seems to recover it and it seems to go further and further away.. very sad..
2nd prob.
i dunno why i been feel like vomiting every now and then since the past few weeks.. i am quite scare.. i haf no idea wads happening to me eh.. i juz hope that it is due to a lack of sleep... siann...
3rd prob.
why we have so many projects?? got IS and core module projects.. i had been like doing projects and projects and projects since the end of holidays!! its like juz handed one proj, den after tat, u have to piang for another one which is due nez week.. wat the hell man.. den i still got IS projects to do, my life is like so packed!! and its like my journey to sch is freaking long ahh... den everytime need to wake up very earlly!! den reach home also very late.. damn sian ahh.. i am tired of this lifestyle man.. going home alone de feeling is damn worse.. i seems to get more and more tired each day!! i juz cant seems to get myself up for classes..
its like there is no longer the motivation to make me go school.. its so lonely to go and come back school alone..
why am i living in ponggol ahh..
such a deserted place!!
4th prob,
nez week got MFS test ah.. i have no idea wat the module is about and i seldom go for the lectures.. goshh.. i am damn worried bout this upcoming test.. my notes are all empty.. i scare i faill.. somemore there is no time to study because of projects!! argghhh... save me ahhh...
5th prob.
hmmm.. this e most major problem le lo..
siann.. tink this one i will just leave it to my heart..
wei se mo.....
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