..i am mr. james, welcome to my blog....

damn sad...

zzz..

pathetic..

(: stepped on your garbage at 3:50 AM

its been great for me this few weeks..

watched TMNT, e show is not really up to expectations ba..

been working alot..

slacking alot..

spending alot..

sleeping alot..

only a small event which makes me real unhappy..
why do ppl dont appreciate wad i did and instead said that i am doing all this for a single purpose..
please dont say stuffs tat are really dumb and stupid..

u are so childish.. or both of you are freaking childish..
i think this kind of ppl are damn fked up... if can, i dont mind not having a fren like you coz u sucks.. REALLY.. pester ppl?? fck u..
this is call backstabbing.. fkers.. e TWO of u..

brainless..

tink before you speak pls..

i really wonder why u are saying such stupid stuffs..

holy shit!!

i hope u read this entry and think through..

(: stepped on your garbage at 3:37 AM

wow.. i guessed its been sometimes since i pop out here..

hmmm, nth much really happened ba.. same old stuffs.. not much changes.. or no changes at all..

been working... going out.. slacking.. went roller blading on mon and kbox on tues and watched [Music and Lyrics] (wednesday).. its really a nice show to watch.. the songs played in the movie is particularly more catchy because of the song's lyrics, its meaningful..

i forgot wad i did last week... working? or playing.. shld be either all ba..

its been very long since i am present at home during night time...

its been a long time since i meet FSSP.. i guess jh also kanna kick out le ba..

TC, now u got companion!! congrats to you.. =]

jh as my part-timer abandon me..

u are out!!

miss pouring my hearts out to you guys.. smile.. laughters.. blah blah blah..

all those confession sessions...

""chill out"" sessions..

wonder when will we meet...

luckily there is my best fren [AC] who listens to whatever problems i got..

the only person whom i can truthfully say almost anything out

the one whom i can seek to when i need help

the one whom understands my circumstances

thanks alot..

we got to share our problems..

lets continue our friendship till our very last breath.

its been great confiding you..

thanks a zillion..

i can only wish

i can only hope

tats all i can ask for

but how long do i haf to continue this?

tats the question

are you real?

or are you not?

e only thing i know is

i am real.

(: stepped on your garbage at 3:20 AM

you give me strength

you give me hope

you give me someone to hold

someone to love

______________

.dragging.

(: stepped on your garbage at 3:30 AM

i must be strong.

(: stepped on your garbage at 3:15 AM

did you really enter into my life?

or are you just passing by?

or maybe you never knew me before?

sitting here by myself,

trying to think of something to do.

trying thinking of something, anything

just to keep me from thinking of you.

but you know its not working out

cause you're all that on my mind.

one thought of you is all it takes

to leave the rest of the world behind.

sittng here trying to convince myself

that you are

the more i think

the less i believe and

the more i want you

here with me.

i know this is not the smartest thing to do

but i cant help it.

deep down

so much to say

but without the chance

is there anybody out there?

who can encourge me?

who can show me the way?

who can make me stand?

who can make me fight?

who can i turn to?

...

why are there so many corners?

is the next corner,

a happy one

a miserable one?

+++

hope for

a better tommorrow.

after the next corner

surely there will be love.

but when will it

come?

or never ever?

(: stepped on your garbage at 1:30 AM

i watched on tuesday, this movie is nice.. very funny with the cast of gurmit and fann wong.. fann wong was exceptionally hilarious.. u guys shld catch it tooo.. =] although there is some unhappiness during tat day, but overalll it is worth it. shant talk too much bout it..

wednesday?? tinnk i nv do anything much..

thursday?? went MoS with poly classmates!!! it was fun.. there were so many ppl at MoS.. haha.. saw alot of friends too. =P saw some loving couples, nice..

today friday nv go to work.. too lazy to wake up le..

(: stepped on your garbage at 4:44 PM

hmmm.. i shld 1 go blog wad i did tis whole week.. =)

wednesday went watch Protege early in the morning.. e show was very very nice!! everyone shld go watch it, pay much attention to Louis Khoo, because he is very funny.. his actions, his outfit, his expressions.. haha.. nice.. den went germ place to play cards!! it was fun.. had steamboat, but had difficulties with e steamboat machine.., in e end we changed to something with a stove??
got e chance to watch Xiao Zhu concert dvd!! haha.. nice man.. his dancing is simply too great..
Den "chill" out at macDonald again.. great day with e lads man!! haha..
a confession talking session again!! haha..

thursday, went diana and Sy house and play cards again.. some mahjong too... there are alot of ppl.. =)
this is e day i found out that i ddroppeedd money dunno where man.. 50 over buckss.. sian-ed.. blame i was too careless.. i dont know when did i drop it though.. haha.. too bad.. just my luck.

friday went bukit timah to haf dinner with secondary frens mann.. haha.. den tour around den went to Valley Bali near somewhere around harbourfront de.. e ambience there was pretty good. =) its nice.. hmmm.. a place filled with greeenery de.. that place is not warm either.. ponds etcs.. next time bring u guys go.. =)

saturday, soccer and tired le lazy go out.. stay home watch tv. =)

Sunday, went yida house to bai nian.. secondary frens too. =p we played cards.. went eat dinner at circuit road.. we haf VEGETARIAN de chi char man.. initially food was pretty alright, but after some time, it is very boring... e food taste boring le..haha.. den we went to LOYANG DAO PEI GONG to pray man.. haha.. such a rare activity,.. midnight we went to pasir ris de RED HOUSE but no one dare to climb in.. haha.. everyone was scared. =)
home sweet home after tat.. =p
zzz, tml gotta wake up early mann..
tats how i spent my CNY day 4 to day 8.. =)
out and out and out.. tired and tired and tired... sleepy and sleepy and sleepy!!

(: stepped on your garbage at 1:57 AM

hmmm.. after these few months... i guessed i must admit that i lost the battle!! ZzZzZ..

CNY till now is pretty good except of some housekeeping matters... siann..

hmmm, these few days,
went to relatives house to bai nian..
eat, play, gamble~~~
every year is the same topic...
Elders: hows u and your gf??
Me: no more.. =)
Cousins: find one soon laaa!! haaa..
Me: Trying.. Mission not accomplished!!
Cousins: We can help you la!! haaha..
Me: hahahaha.. its okie!

cont to play, eat and gamble~~
=p

Day 1 of CNY went to pray...
went 3 different temples to pray, sth tat is done every year!!~
haaaahaaa

(: stepped on your garbage at 11:51 PM